I do have not the greatest grades ever, but I hate it when my parents scream at me because of it, I have A's in everything else, all but 2 classes: Biology, and Math. But having a bad math grade runs in my family, but when it comes to very difficult things, I can do them in an instant. I have been able to read people lately. I have been seeing things, hearing things, able to comprehend things far beyond any of teachers capacity. I been able to read people by telling whether they are lying, their mouthes say the lies, when their eye's tell a different story. My closets friends have even been lying to me for so long. I have been reading them since i had that dream...I was in a room where there was hundreds of people, I was sitting down, they were having conversation, I could look at all of them simultaneously and tell whether they were lying or telling the truth, then they all disapered. Then I saw them running from something, the fear on their faces made me want to help but i couldn't move then it all went black, i awoke in sweat, then fell asleep again, knowing that i was going to go back into that dream. I was fighting someone, but it was as if it was all in slow motion, except everyone was thinking of it as normal and they were all moving the same way, slow. But i was moving normal. Being in 3 fighting classes has tought me a lot, but i never knew how to slow my heart rate THIS slow, that i was moving faster than any super human in the eye's of the people watching. I was winning beating many people at once, After the blood shed, I had bodies all around me, drenched in blood, my hands were covered in their blood. I awoke then. I was again drenched in sweat. When I had my accident when I was 10, I had, well have, this condition where I dream of being hurt, and wake up having the wound their when awoken. I was 10 and I had my arm and leg broken, I had a dream that I happened again, I was in the hospital bed when I woke up, and my arm re-broke when I woke up. This is a real disease that many people have. Your brain sends your nerves signals thinking that they have actually been destroyed, and they form the wound. I have medication that I have to take every month to stop this brain function, its suppose to stop over time, and I'm almost there.
But me being able to read people, has my friends scared, but my other 2 friends don't know this this. I don't want them knowing, they dint read the journals anyway. And I haven't taken that medication since the dream, thats been 2 months ago...If i can keep this curse, or gift whatever you wanna call it, I'll use it.
I'm scared to look at people afraid of what they are hiding, I don't want that dream to happen again, I don't want to spill more blood like last time.
People think they know, me, fuck that, No one does.
There is so many secretes that will never be reviled.